Can I tell you a secret?
(Of course I can; I’m a writer.)
Sometimes when the hostile dead come
whispering their insidious lies
encroaching on my dreams
testing the limits of my strength
(and my stupidity)
I’m honestly just grateful
someone sought me out.
Tag Archives: Poetry
#2522 – 2021 Book List
This was a good year for reading – or at least better than 2020! I read a total of 73 books, zines, graphic novels, etc. including: 33 with queer characters or by queer authors; at least 24 with POC main characters or by authors of color; 12 poetry collections; and 16 nonfiction books. I even got through most of my physical TBR pile from the beginning of the year, though it’s grown again thanks to holiday gifts. Guess I better get started on my 2022 list! ;)
- So Our Idols Are Dead: Empowerment Poems – K.D. Hume
- Between Death and the Devil: Tarot Poems – K.D. Hume
- Gramarye, a Witch’s Perzine: Issues 1-4 – K.D. Hume
- So Happy to See Cherry Blossoms: Haiku from the Year of the Great Earthquake and Tsunami – Ed. Mayuzumi Madoka
- She and Her Cat – Makoto Shinkai and Tsubasa Yamaguchi
- The Endless Possibilities of Beatrice – Annie Goodyear
- Raven Goddess: Going Deeper with the Morrigan – Morgan Daimler
- Goddess of the Hunt – Shelby Eileen
- Up from the Sea – Leza Lowitz
- Tsunami Vs the Fukushima 50: Poems – Lee Ann Roripaugh
- Coffee with Orange Sherbet – S.E. Shell
- The Phone Booth in Mr. Hirota’s Garden – Heather Smith and Rachel Wada
- I Survived: The Japanese Tsunami, 2011 – Lauren Tarshis
- The Warrior Moon – K. R. Arsenault
- Beyond Me – Anne Donwerth-Chikamatsu
- Hathor: A Reintroduction to an Ancient Egyptian Goddess – Lesley Jackson
- The Guest Cat – Takashi Hiraide
- Alanna: The First Adventure (The Lioness Quartet Book 1) – Tamora Pierce
- In the Hand of the Goddess (The Lioness Quartet Book 2) – Tamora Pierce
- The Guilded Ones – Namina Forna
- Cemetery Boys – Aiden Thomas
- Educated – Tara Westover
- Only the Sea Keeps: Poems of the Tsunami – Ed. Judith Robinson, Joan Bauer, Sankar Roy
- The Woman Who Rides Like A Man (The Lioness Quartet Book 3) – Tamora Pierce
- How Long Til Black Future Month? – N.K Jemesin
- Lioness Rampant (The Lioness Quartet Book 4) – Tamora Pierce
- Gramarye, a Witch’s Perzine: Issue 5 – K.D. Hume
- Gramarye, a Witch’s Perzine: Issue 6 – K.D. Hume
- Gramarye, a Witch’s Perzine: Issue 7 – K.D. Hume
- Love Songs for the Sun: Poems – KD Hume
- This Precious Life: Buddhist Tsunami Relief and Anti-Nuclear Activism in Post 3.11 Japan – Ed. Jonathan S. Watts
- First Test (Protector of the Small Book 1) – Tamora Pierce
- Page (Protector of the Small Book 2) – Tamora Pierce
- Squire (Protector of the Small Book 3) – Tamora Pierce
- Lady Knight (Protector of the Small Book 4) – Tamora Pierce
- Valor and the Vain: A Fairytale – K. D. Hume
- All Night Long: Haiku, Senryu, and Other Short Poems, and a Haibun on the Great Tohoku Earthquake – Kirby Record
- Red Skies: A Creators Response to 2020 – Ed. Rachel Small and Amanda Edwards
- The Last Girl Scout – Natalie Ironside
- Where the Dead Pause and the Japanese Say Goodbye: A Journey – Marie Mutsuki Mockett
- A Constellation of Cats – Ed. Denise Little
- Where Shadows Lie (Book One of The Last Gift) – Allegra Pescatore
- Find Your Goddess – Skye Alexander
- I Sexually Identify As An Attack Helicopter – Isabel Falls
- The World that Belongs to Us: An Anthology of Queer Poetry from South Asia – Ed. Aditi Angiras & Akhil Katyal
- One Year on T: On Non-binary Sex and Transition – Sage Pantony
- 1.5 Years on T: My Non-binary Body, Transition, and Ambivalence – Sage Pantony
- Unspeakable: A Queer Gothic Anthology – Ed. Celine Frohn
- Coming Off of T: Transition As Cycle – Sage Pantony
- Silk and Steel: A Queer Speculative Adventure Anthology – Ed. Janine Southard
- Lead and Roses: Love Songs at the End of the World – Natalie Ironside
- Full-Rip 9.0: The Next Big Earthquake in the Pacific Northwest – Sandy Doughton
- Wild Magic (The Immortals Quartet Book 1) – Tamora Pierce
- Wolf-Speaker (The Immortals Quartet Book 2) – Tamora Pierce
- The Cruel Sister – KD Hume
- Emperor Mage (The Immortals Quartet Book 3) – Tamora Pierce
- The Realms of the Gods (The Immortals Quartet Book 4) – Tamora Pierce
- Persons of Consequence – KD Hume
- Great Goddesses: Life Lessons from Myths and Monsters – Nikita Gill
- And the River Flowed As a Raft of Corpses: The Poetry of Yamaguchi Tsutomu, Survivor of Both Hiroshima and Nagasaki – Chad Diehl
- Life Everlasting: The Animal Way of Death – Bernd Heinrich
- Non-binary: Memoirs of Gender and Identity – Ed. Micah Rajunov, Scott Duane
- Who By Water: Reflections of a Tsunami Psychologist – Ronna Kabatznick
- The Luminous Dead – Caitlin Starling
- From Here to Eternity: Traveling the World to Find the Good Death – Caitlin Doughty
- Midnight in Chernobyl: The Untold Story of the World’s Greatest Nuclear Disaster – Adam Higginbotham
- Warning Lines Magazine Issue 2: Echo – Ed. Charlie D’Aniello
- Hellebore Issue #1: The Sacrifice Issue – Ed. Maria J Perez Cuervo
- Sorrowland: A Novel – Rivers Solomon
- Skin of the Sea – Natasha Bowen
- Girls of Fate and Fury (Girls of Paper and Fire Book 3) – Natasha Ngan
- The Jaguar Princess – Clare Bell
- Fukushima: The Story of a Nuclear Disaster – David Lochbaum and The Union of Concerned Scientists
#2521
maybe he stands on the ledge so often
(just take my hand, darling)
not so you’ll come stop him from jumping
(why don’t you take mine, beloved?)
but so you’ll come give him the opportunity
(his smile a crescent moon)
to push you off
(sharp enough to cut your wrists on)
instead
(what are you afraid of?)
#2513
I am the fire; I am the bones.
I am the reed; I am the clay.
I am the ink; I am the papyrus.
#2508
Odin is dead, Odin is undead
Loki is chained, Loki is unchained
The World Serpent sheds its skin
Bleeds and writhes in death throes
Ragnarok approaches
Skål! Skål! Skål!
#2503
I go down with the oarman
down with the oarman
down with the (Charon) oarman
I go down with the oarman
down with the oarman
down with the (Charon) oarman
I wanna sink down in the darkness
drown in the darkness
dissolve in the Acheron
Will you come with me?
Will you succumb with me?
Will you drink of the Acheron?
I go down with the oarman
down with the oarman
down with the (Charon) oarman
I go down with the oarman
down with the oarman
down with the (Charon) oarman
I go down with the (down with the)
down with the (down with the)
down in the Acheron (Charon)
down with the (down with the)
down with the (down with the)
down with the…
down with the…
#2502
Hail to the animal dead!
Hail to the creatures with which we share this Earth
large and small, domesticated and wild,
livestock and house pet and feral.
You who suffered in cages and feedlots
who struggled to survive in a vanishing wilderness
may death bring merciful freedom
and may your agony be a yoke around our necks
so we might do better by your children.
Hail to the animal dead!
#2501
Hail to the ancestral dead!
Hail to those ancestors with whom I share blood
and to whom I am bound by love.
Hail to those ancestors with whom I share identity and experience:
queer, pagan, witch, neurodivergent,
all of you ostracized for who and what you were.
May you find joy in the life your descendant lives;
may your hopes come to fruition in me
and your memory be honored by my actions.
Hail to the ancestral dead!
#2500
Hail to the stolen dead!
Hail to those of you taken too soon
by the evils of capitalism, colonialism, and fascism,
by hatred and fear, greed and pride.
Those of you stolen from your communities,
ground beneath the heel of your oppressors,
we vow to uphold your memory
to fight against corruption and cruelty
in hopes others may not share your fate.
Hail to the stolen dead!
#2499
Hail to the disaster dead!
Hail to those of you lost
to mitigable and preventable disasters:
to earthquakes, tsunamis, wildfires
pandemics, droughts, famines.
Hail to those taken before your time;
may we learn from your loss
and take the actions necessary
to ensure others do not share your fate.
Hail to the disaster dead!
#2497
Bring your queer loneliness to Bast;
She will take you in Her arms
and claim you as Her own.
Bring your queer shame to Hathor;
She will dance with you in nightclubs
and march with you in parades.
Bring your queer rage to Set;
He will guard your back
as the bricks and tear gas start flying.
Bring your queer grief to Wepwawet;
He will teach you how to carry your dead
without breaking beneath their weight.
Bring your queer love to the Netjeru;
They will embrace you, uplift you, protect you
and you will never walk alone again.
#2489
You cannibalize everything on Earth I value
so I cannibalize everything in myself you value.
You devour trees, swallow rivers
I abolish gender, rescind sexuality.
You consume precious resources
I deny you obedience.
You make the world
unsafe//unwelcome//unkind
so I make myself
unavailable//undesirable//unforgiving.
If you leave me nothing
I will give you nothing.
See? I can be a ravenous beast as well
but I won’t be the one that starves first.
#2487
A Prayer to Find a Lost Cat
Mother Bast burning bright
guide your child by your light.
Bring them safely home today
there in love and joy to stay.
New Zine – “turn to geology on your deathbed”
My 8th zine is here to rock your world! “Turn to geology on your deathbed“ is full of poetry, prose, and hand-drawn art celebrating the nature and lamenting our role in its destruction. Topics include geology, nature, disasters, climate change, environmental justice, and the burden of being alive in such a dark time. The work here is filled with grief, rage, awe, hope, and responsibility.
As always, you can find physical and digital versions of my zines in my Kofi shop! Physical copies are just $5 plus shipping and digital versions are free/pay-what-you-want.
https://ko-fi.com/onlyfragments/shop



#2477
Six by six and nine by nine
Honeyed tongue and honey wine
Rowan, ash, yew, and alder
Salt ring around the altar
Red as marrow, black as pitch
Words and wyrd at crossroads stitch
North wind, south wind, moon and sun
With midnight oath Hers become
#2472
Ah, the divine duality of man:
that he may bend himself so studiouslyÂ
to the lifelong search for enlightenment
yet still pass wind and pull his wedged robes from his bottom
and in doing so find the very enlightenment he pursues!
[ An eccentric Buddhist monk told me this in a dream and I swear it was very important despite the toilet humor. ]
#2469
cupped in my palm
weary bee sipping honey
we talk of lavender
#2464
“Ancestors”
you who were judged and found wanting
for whom and how you loved
for what you believed and why
I claim you as my own
you who were cast out unfairly
for the state of your body or how you embraced it
for refusing to keep silent or to yield your power
I claim you as my own
you who were forgotten by history
for not fitting your oppressors’ narrative
for being an inconvenient and incontrovertible truth
I claim you as my own
#2462
Lady of Joy, your cup runneth over!
Like the Nile overflows its banks
bringing life-giving nourishment to withered crops
so your love inundates my parched soul
awakening seeds of hope within!
#2461
crow scavenges the dead
coyote devours the crow
the Circle balanced
life for a life
then coyote falls to fire and gunpowder
the Circle shattered
life taken only
for man’s boundless greed
#2460
“Sacrifice/Courage”
like a maiden plucking flower petals, so idly did She cast her raiment off
striding naked into the pit of the underworld, proud head held high
to welcome Her death with a queen’s grace, arms wide and eyes alight
#2459
no songs in the underworld
instead I listen
and learn the value of silence
#2457
“Breath”
in your cupped hands, a coal
your breath a spark ignites
my soul born from your sacred flame
#2456
“Reciprocity”
blossom and bumblebee embrace
share a sip of sweet spring nectar
and part the better for the favor
New zines!
My 6th and 7th zines are live! My Feral Lover, Serpent-Tongued and How Heavy That Crown are dedicated to my characters Tanim and Daren. Themes include queerness, obsessive love, tragedy, dark gods, etc. These zines are perfect for fans of Hannibal.
https://ko-fi.com/onlyfragments/shop




#2455
“Transformation”
through seven gates descend
surrendering ego to the inertness of death
and rise again a unified whole
#2454
“Promise”
Beware promises of unearned victory:
a true god will promise only
to put the sword in your hand
and teach you how to use it.
#2453
“Devotion”
Devotion quarried the stones and raised the temples
carved the statues and gilded the icons.
Devotion preserved the myths and protected the tombs
dusted off the altars and restored the artwork.
Devotion carried their gods around the world
and devotion carries them into the future.
#2452
“Prayer”
lotus bloom unfolds
open arms and open heart
transcending language
New Zine!
My fifth zine is now available! Worship the Monsteresses is dedicated to the monsteresses and maligned women of mythology. It explores what we can learn from their stories by tapping into the ugly parts inside us all. This zine features 22 pages of my original prose, poetry, and hand-drawn art.
PDF copies are free; physical copies are $5 plus shipping. Check it out at my Kofi!


