And the N——- is the vastness of the mind. She is the dark depths from which chilling thoughts come creeping when we least expect them and have the least control over them. She is buried memories, recurring dreams, compulsions and obsessions. She is nightmares bleeding into waking. She is colors only seen when you close your eyes. She is the lullaby of depression, the chatter of anxiety, the whispers and shrieks and laughter of madness undiagnosed. She is the inability to trust the senses because the mind is capable of overriding them. She is all the ills in Pandora’s box because all the ills of the world are birthed in the mind of man.
I like that closing sentence! Super powerful.
Thank you!!
This is straight fire. I loved every line.
Aahh, thank you!!
“The lullaby of depression” is what spoke to me the most. More than once, I have gone to bed because I was too depressed to stay awake. Nicely done!