#2160

They warn me not to put all my trust in the Morrigan. They tell me to beware Her wrath, Her fickleness, even Her passion which can so easily crush a little mortal life. Be afraid! they say. Be careful! Yet I have never been good at following directions and I have always abhorred the cage of good intentions meant to protect me. No wonder proud Lucifer appeals to me, as well as willful Inanna. Did Lucifer not crash headlong through fear and into freedom when he chose to fall? Did Inanna not cast fear off seven times to reach her own death and resurrection? How can we embrace the unknown of transformation if we cling to fear? How can we forge a true connection with our gods if we allow fear to alter our every interaction with them? I will respect and revere the Morrigan, but I will not fear Her so greatly that I bind our relationship up in clauses and legalese. I will offer Her what I can. I will accept what She offers in return. That will be enough. Her road leads to dark places and with my oath I am swearing to trust Her to lead me safely when I cannot see the path. I will not fear that She may abandon me in the darkness. I will not carry a lantern in case She leads me astray. I will trust – and if I get burned for that trust then so be it, no hard feelings. How else can we learn? How else can we change and grow?

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  1. The Morgan can seem extremely fickle especially to those that aren’t her chosen sons and daughters but she’s the type of goddess did there’s not really any way to bulshit her even if you believe your bulshit she’s not going to she sees everyone exactly how they are because she is the one that washes your armor after the end of everything she has no qualms about cracking open every bone in your body if that’s what she needs to do to show you the person you are being someone that falls Morgan I have learned to love and appreciate peace a lot more but there are some people you can’t change and that is why we have to go to war

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