“Finding him won’t change anything.”

find
[fahynd]
verb; gerund or present participle: finding

1. discover or perceive by chance or unexpectedly.
2. recognize or discover (something) to be present.
3. (of a thing) reach or arrive at, either of its own accord or without the human agent being known.
   • archaic

     reach the understanding or conscience of (someone).

Okay, I get it; I’m asking too many questions. I need to back down. I need to shut up. I need to be thankful for what I know and stop asking for more. Let some truths lie. Accept the unknown unknown.

I’ll try.