#1241

Who were you before?
I long to know that man, too
I will love his ghost

DT banner revised

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#1225

readers sample grief
wade ankle deep in longing
hold love in their palm
only the writer succumbs
becomes the other in truth

 
“I was enjoying my usual immunity while working, my invisibility to Chilton and Graham and the staff, but I was not comfortable in the presence of Dr. Lecter, not sure at all that the doctor could not see me.”

– Thomas Harris, Forward to a Fatal Interview, Red Dragon

#1192

branded by desire
leper, deviant, outcast
why remain condemned?
throw yourself to the wolves
at least our bite you expect

[ Wrote this while listening to The Pit by Silversun Pickups. Not quite sure this is what I meant to write to go along with the song, but I think it fits anyway. ]

#1180

[ Guess who’s still on jury duty? ]

 
ah, public transit
seven’s too fucking early
warm bed far away

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ah, public transit
even here there’s no escape
traffic traps us all

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ah, public transit
high school acquaintance gets on
turn face to window

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ah, jury duty
second week, feel like a pro
pity the newbies

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ah, jury duty
where are the jump ropes and swings?
this isn’t recess!

#1178

[ Guess who has jury duty? ]

 

ah, jury duty
a true test of my patience
one no doubt I’ll fail

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ah, jury duty
no cafeteria here
we eat on our laps

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ah, jury duty
these people are too perky
just fuel for my rage

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ah, jury duty
“hurry up and wait, bitches
like we give a shit”

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ah, jury duty
is this service to my state
or purgatory?

 

[ To be fair, now that I’m on a case it doesn’t bother me so much; it’s the sitting around for hours not even knowing if they’re ever going to call you that’s super frustrating. That being said, having to get up hella early to take the bus to the courthouse is also unpleasant. XD ]

#1176

[ Warning: haiku dump. ]

 

Dear elliptical:
this love/hate relationship
is more hate than love

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wind brings clarity
in the distance mountains loom
sharp enough to cut

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coconut oolong
one cup buys a moment’s warmth
melts away winter

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how hipster is this
sitting in a coffee shop
scribbling down haiku

#1153

I know your secrets
I know your fears and foibles
precious nemesis
I am your Moriarty
and I will burn your heart out

 

 

[ A Christmas “gift” to my arch nemesis. Friends are a dime a dozen but a quality nemesis is once in a lifetime. You have to show your appreciation. ]